Rants & Mental Health Blog

i can’t figure out if my therapist is just oblivious or what because he seemed surprised Pokemon was franchise.  he had seen my merchandise - plush, trading cards, etc - that i paid for.  screenshots from anime / cartoons are free but i paid for other merchandise now including video game and key chain.  what exactly would he call it?  I thought i was using typical definition of franchise that popular media acknowledged. His knowledge of Pokemon is … no idea. I did show him photo of Totodile’s evolution and called evolution flinstones (have you seen chest markings of the evolution?) .  someone on instagram (a meme i guess) was referring to flinstones and i’m just echoing it.  He mistook my plushie and key chain of totodile (different size but same character) for evolution (flinstones guy).  At least my family doctor acknowledged my plushie and his screenshot online were same character.  what world was he living in?  i’m switching therapists

I'm more interested in action/ adventure / heists and physical comedy because I grew up with Pokémon and Smallville .  Probably why I liked Ash's Totodile and Roy's Fuecoco in Pokémon   animation / amine.  Live action movie for Tom and Jerry that came out few years ago with Colin Jost from SNL was entertaining / funny (loved physical comedy).  I was never interested in Cougar Town despite it have good looking Josh Hopkins and Courtney Cox.  I could never watch more than couple minutes of that comedy. I mostly cared about Josh 's character

I wasn't sexually attracted to Tim for some reason. I can't figure out if it was his beard or his age or his immaturity.  If my male married friend was single, I would hump him.  Josh hopkins is sexually attractive but I'm not confident to approach him.

My therapist thought I seemed excited about Totodile.  He didn't seem to consider Totodile a problem.  I guessed he was right because I wasn't interested in Totodile's puppet which came out (puppet looked weird if you ask me) and onlv bought one of each merchandise except the puppet.  I can watch Pokemon for extended time but not so much for Josh Hopkins. Therapist recognized actor Josh Hopkins once I showed his photo.  I pointed out Josh was on Quantico ( season 1 main cast)   and Cougar town (Courtney Cox starring). Josh was second guy listed after Alec Baldwin in Rust ( the movie where crew member got shot and killed). I had psychiatrist visit.  this was my last one before my psychiatrist graduated and being switched in july.  she sent in abilify and something for my sleep since i still felt exhausted on abilify.  i can stop taking hydroxyzine.