Rants & Mental Health Blog

 My therapist thought Zelda was a video game character but the Zelda I was talking about was an orange cat belonging to roommate.  I told him about Zelda attacking fish in roommate's room and swatting fish on my plate.  I also told him Tim was a child because he was naive like a child (didn't know sperm come out of your dick) he played pranks Tim had a different version of charades than me and my therapist.  My therapist and I thought charades was us mimming certain actions that other people had to guess.  Tim's charades was him wearing costumes and guessing occupation.  I included photo of Zelda sticking head under comforter.

 I felt like my psychiatrist understood Totodile because she called him rambunctious.  I would use the word "energetic" or "jolly" but "rambunctious" means the same.  Totodile bit the kid on the head and is scary according to my therapist, Mark Marquez. I told my psychiatrist about work stressing me out.  I wasn't being scheduled for work and getting written up as well.  It wasn't helping my anxiety levels.  My therapist made assumptions about me which weren't correct.  She told me to use lotion after I shower so I am not itching and to formulate a list of needs and 1 wants when I grocery shop.

 I told my therapist my mom wasn't a fan of Totodile (she called Totodile ugly and smells like a fish) concessions didn't trigger anxiety because of a counter he was putting words in my mouth (he told me to watch my attitude)

 I am feeling loss of apetite.  Got told to drink protein shake for calories

 I think Trump is a bad businessman because  his tax returns show losses (https://newrepublic.com/article/153855/trump-tax-returns-worst-businessman-america) he had multiple corporate bankruptcies (https://docs.house.gov/meetings/JU/JU00/20200929/111078/HMKP-116-JU00-20200929-SD003.pdf) Trump used his company as a means of transferring his personal debt load onto shareholders, issuing rounds of junk bonds to build up cash that would erase his own debts.  But that same year, THCR sold $1.1 billion in junk bonds to offset some of Trump’s personal debt and buy two more ill-fated casino properties in Atlantic City “Even as his companies did poorly, Mr. Trump did well,” the Times wrote. “He put up little of his own money, shifted personal debts to the casinos and collected millions of dollars in salary, bonuses and other payments. The burden of his failures fell on investors and others who had bet on his business acumen.”

November 6, 2024 The water meter flooded in my apartment complex, so I halluncinated Tesla cars and buses to fix it. November 7, 2024 A bus broke down and was smelling of chemicals, so I asked buses (my halluncinations) to come fix the bus. November 8, 2024 Tesla cars and buses were taking a walk on a road that had 10 speed humps.

 I can't believe Trump won even though Kamala Harris was predicted to win by a small margin.

 I been stressed because work been not scheduling me and writing me up for shifts that I dropped which I wasn't scheduled for (Eats2Seats) booked me for a job and then removed me (ATN)