Therapist video visit

Therapist, MARK MARQUEZ, is going on vacation for a week before I see him again. I discussed with him Tim being a baby trapped in an aging man's body (why else would he find Totodile sexy instead of Victoria Secret or porn?) and being a parasite.  Unflattering description for same friend that's been called "friend who makes excuses" to another friend.  I'm keeping my mouth shut if I run into Tim's brother; I'm not badmouthing a dead guy to his own brother.


I focused on my hallucinations.  If you haven't figured it out, I hallucinate vehicles with engines (buses, cars, trucks).  I don't hallucinate trains, planes, motorcycles, and bikes.  I hallucinate electric cars like Tesla and gasoline cars like my mom's Honda civic (newer model) and tan trucks even buses.




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